Last of another day

Finishing up with BNCOC in the morning. Thank God. Still feeling pretty shitty, but I forced myself to go and do again today, so I got some yard work done. I like the feeling of accomplishment, just as anyone might, but to have it overshadowed by an oppressive need to sleep/nap afterwards.....I could do without. I need to put in a pass for a 4 day. Not to go home, but to get stuff done at my house. Too many 75+ hour work weeks lately, leaves me unwilling or unable to do anything on the weekend. I am so looking forward to the next deployment (as usual). Sorry, Allie, I am what I am, I know it worries you-for me, and for Josh. I can but be myself, of course. Thank you, as always for supporting the me I am. Same goes for my other friends, like Erin, and Mel, and Brian, Rock, and more. My family is there too. I sure do appreciate the homefront being there for me. I think all soldiers do.