How much I can't stand being the dumbass SOB? Why is it I insist on being the one who cares, yet only being the one for whom is cared less? Yep. Again-I just don't matter. Well, in some way(s) I suppose I do. Maybe it will be enough, although it is a bit self-aggrandizing. I suppose I just have to happily settle. Yep. Well time to finish my becoming then......... If anyone cares-Sorry for the disconnect.
This is about people I know who have no connection to be able to read this. Not a person-people. The whole people are dumb, a person is smart kind of thing. I was out REALLY late last night, and it was good. I was only venting and trying not to sound depressed. I was not referring to mattering in a biblical sense-cog in a big machine rather. :)
