When you always are

Is it ever enough to infrequently declare
Something that never changes, forever there
First in my thoughts in line with the best
What makes you surpass none but the rest

Incomparably stunning and selfless in will
Some moments force me to relish this hell

One littered with clouds and bathed in your light
Scoured clean hearts with naught but the love

Chevalier mal fet, the ill starred knight
Forever yours, no matter behoove

Knowing just that you lift me up high
With this force of compassion your heart and your soul
Standing me up for my unlonely abyss

I said I needed to write.....

Miss Me



Just a small favor, a trifle, you see.

Far more durance I guess 'ere be me.

Not looking for breaches or penniless shame.

Hoping for parallel fol'win my name.

Prior would work, just as well yes.

Never surely my uncertain guess.

Read my thoughts when I spell them

Trample my guts when I spill them

Could heart lock away, aye

Was I not caught between

Stretched through the air from event to event

Not yet understanding what I meant

Your responsible now

I've not hidden out

Make worth what worth's demand

Distant leaves no hand in hand

Unequal place to serve so rough

Never knowing why enough

I also ran, have you forgot

But for your love, miss me not.

*Yawn

Tired......must sleep.......was a quick day. Got some clothes I needed. Got my baby an oil change etc. She is such a sexy beech. I need to wax her again. Need to leave early tomorrow or Sunday and try to catch a season pass to Six Flags Fiesta Texas. Maybe Sea World too.....dunno though, as sooner or later I think the Army Docs are gonns say I need to have my shoulder fixed.....dammit.....roller coasters are gonna have to wait a while after that one....Progressive Direct is kinda shitty for insurance. They don't believe me about have insurance before because they can't check with the German company, and I haven't heard back from the German company since I sent them e-mail yesterday, 'cause most of that country is on holiday. Still need to get my Florida registration done too. Not enough money and time. Need money for plane tickets, TWICE, and although I will have it no problem, I wanna do it all NOW. Heh. Patience is a virtue....I know.......Gwen, I hope you buy your tickets soon.