Vectored Somewhere

Meander where? I followed the only true course I couldn't plot.

You wanted some too? HA! Divine MY inspiration will you......

Hyper-velocity, low altitude. Screaming in over those ramparts we watch.

Crackle and die as embers in a fire we started for our own vindication

The thunderhead announces its siblings

Rolling throughout the peace meal of the infinte bounty

Surge and swamp

Edge over my sluice directing the last vestiges of price

Phalanx.......Gee wiz. Where did your tumult go?

Online with the muttering of a million songs

Blurred images of their imagination

Stark screams the herald

Choir sit. Your hand is at timing. Know ye not?

*laughter*

What have I done?

How did this happen? I now have soldiers, valiant men and women of the best fiber this nation may EVER produce referring to me as if I were their leader. Am I truly this "Sergeant Tucker" of whom they speak? I cannot imagine such a responsibility but yet I know it is mine to bear. May God grant me the wisdom and strength to be this indomitable leader they believe me to be. Please. I beg, do not let me let THEM down when times are tough and more is at stake than a simple days' work........... What, oh what, can I do to aspire to this seemingly simple trepidation. I need the strength with which so many others have gifted me over the years. Gwen, Allie, Mom, Dad, Grandpa, Papa, Grandmommy, Nina, I need you. More than I may ever suspect, for I know only one thing: I AM NOT WORTHY.

And so

I see the long road ahead. Alone and soldiering. I will make war.

I hereby strike love from my lexicon, as it has never found chance in my realm. Chance was all I asked, not even the reality.

Very well. Humanity lacks its supposed redemption when I peruse its pages. Nothing more than the ashen fall of bygones remains.

I had so much, I so believed. Falsehood never did become me. Even self-deception.

Mal fet. Burn, chevalier.

Time to be going

Gonna be gone for a bit. Not that it matters to more than Allie. 5th ring of Hell here I come.....weeks....I'm gonna go bat shit there. I hate it. I know what I want, lotta good it does me. Took me long enough to know for sure. Now I don't even doubt. Oh well. Never? I just don't know. 16 JUN 08 - YES NEVER, YOU STUPID ROTTEN LOUSY WORTHLESS PIECE OF EMOTIONAL WASTE! Why did I even bother looking under the hat when it came in? I deserve to suffer all this and more for failing to learn my lesson the first time(s)....

On their behalf

Since they no longer wish to indulge in my potential

Various limits exposed in real time

Gone again comes the wreaking

Peaceable be

The leading one is mine

Astride the line

Vacate the vacuum

Waltz into rhythm

Left foot there

Right foot further

Mind a blur

Mono-molecular serendipity

One-way street