Here's your rotating red flashy light

AM and MG, this does NOT apply to either of you.

I am done trying. You say you want someone that will be there, someone that cares, someone that will fight for you, someone that will remain faithful. I say bullshit. If that were true, then myself, and a few of the other REALLY true men I know would not always be wondering why they are always subject to drama and games.

Some of you say I am overly dramatic. Okay, here's the rub: I am just trying desperately to get the games to stop. I don't know what else to do. I am the real thing. Some of the other guys I know are too. Just tell us, "Hey, I really like you, but I don't want to be with a guy that actually cares about me right now." We'll try to understand. We probably never will, but even though we don't understand it, we'll accept it, because we really do love you. Not some sort of puppy love or lust, but rather, REAL, sincere, human to human, heart to heart, glad to be alive and every person we know matters to us...LOVE.

Yes, we are wierd because of it. No you will not understand us at first. All we ask, is that you would give us a chance. We are not trying to be strange, we simply cannot make ourselves do that which we know in our very souls to be wrong.

We cannot take advantage of you, we cannot be false to you, we cannot be wronged by your actions as long as they truly make you happy.

-Yes, we still want you. Very much so, we just aren't willing to disrespect you or ourselves enough to be arrogant or presumptuous about it.

-Yes, we can still tell you a lie, or hide things. We WANT you to askus about these things, but only you. We need to know that someone will accept the amount of trust we put in them.

-Yes, it still hurts us everytime when you go out with another guy that we just know doesn't want whatever you except for eye candy, or a trophy, or sex, or whatever.

We are seemingly punished for caring, and for now, I am done being punished. Most of you have my phone number. You can call me for once, and ask me out. Am I worth it? Yes, but, I am worth so much more you won't believe for a long time, if you ever do....and I am only getting better.