So the learning curve works like this for me.....

I live, I love, I believe, I fail, I try again.

I have learned so much in the past 2-3 years, I cannot even begin to describe or share all of it.

I want to mention one thing to everyone that reads this though: be careful what you strive to be good at, or where you excel. Sometimes, you don't want to be that good. Wisdom, seems to be knowing the differences. I just get to find out over time, and occasionally when a birdy whispers in my ear......would be better for it to not be the hard way.

Not much time

No matter how timely my respite

I find myself not quite right

The times I've fallen down

Always come back around

No chances mine ring true

Swear I do nothing for you

I'm going

I'm going

I'm going

I'm gone



Really did you think I'm different

Then why'd you treat me the same

See me reach my limit

Slowly headed insane

You could have cherished this love

Instead you spite it too

Just don't worry anyway

This love can ne'er abandon you

but

I'm going

I'm going

I'm going

I'm gone

Why have I been drugged up? Ok.....so.....

Over a year ago, I dislocated my shoulder, and tore up some of the stuff that makes it work right. [Playing futbol (Soccer) mind you....how'd THAT be, you ask? Only me....] Instead of staying in Germany like I should have, I came back to the states, and had to wait an extra 6 months to get the damn thing fixed. Yep, stationed at "The home of Army medicine" and all that....still took 6 more months. Kinda crappy bu not really TOO big of a deal. The BAD part: no Gwen. REALLY wish she coulda been here to take care of me. The GOOD part: Allie IS here. She has been watchin out for me. This is important, because #1 I needed it physically (one arm and all that) and #2 I have to take drugs during the first couple of weeks, and she helps me stay (sorta) sane.

Let's just hope the repairs did all they were supposed to do. Even with Allie trying to keep me from getting TOO bored, she has the normal stuff to do, along with a cute little rugrat to take care of, and a husband to welcome home. One helluva lady, and one amazing friend to boot!

I'm hopin that after they take the stitches out, I may be able to drive to FL and get some of my stuff.......not to mention, see my sisters, brother and various other blood relations.

Cut MEEEEEE!!!!!

Choppy Choppy tomorrow!!!! Sleeeeeeep...... hey, at least I should get a little bit o rest outta the "`ol saw bones'" this time.....Choppy Choppy.......Poke...poke...poke....MGS-H and AMH-B.....thank GOD at least one can be there....sleepies now...

Enough

Can't people just stop lying about shit? Maybe come clean? Do people all think they are the best liars in the world? Do women think men don't ever talk to one another about mutual women? Do men think vice-versa? Stupid. If someone requests for you to stop lying to them, it would be best to own up to the lies you HAVE told, no just trying to hide them more, or hope no new ones surface. At least then they know you actually care enough to risk the embarassment and/or anger. If you lie to me, please stop. I am really tiring of it, and as my fatigue grows, so does the gulf between us.

Rapid fire

Holy Crap. AWESOME WEEK! HYPER BUSY! Worth it. Learned TONS. God I love challenges at work. I work with some of the most amazing people on earth. You either work with them too, or you WISH you did!!!!! Hells Yeah. Ended with a kick ass dinner at my best friend's place. Yum. To the Soldiers: You guys FUCKING ROCKED THIS PAST WEEK! Much Love! Errands to run now, then chillin'......later.

Where's MY Dragon?

COVET ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If there is no end for the sightless, then I will be the end. I will stand amongst the well defended, and as such shall they be truly defended as well. For well is not truly and lonely can happen even when you are in a crowded whirlpool that you can't help but sink yourself into. Anyone have a rebreather? Why not some physical support on that, huh? Too out of range, huh.......then why did the first chance just act as mystery....?

GOD DAMMIT! Covet ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!